Lady Rarawr

2010-08-03T08:53:00.003+08:00

Don't call me and give me all this shitty things, i dnt wanna hear.

You want me to understand, put myself in the person shoes,

and the person is the only one that hurt. Bullshit la! You hurt me once,

twice and thrice. How does it feel huh? You don't even wanna understand

me, put yourself in my shoe bt instead you asked me to do

all that when im hurt. You don't even have the heart dude. You don't.

You just wait for the pay back time. Not from me bt allah.

He knows best than anyone else.

2010-05-31T23:20:00.002+08:00

If we were to measure dirah's love for yasser it's immeasurable.

It's deeper than the seven seas more than the grains of sand,

higher than mountains with no summits. The desire dirah has

in her heart for yasser is a desire that's always strong and can

melt chunks of ice in the sea. Desire is a gift, love is a sacrifice.

There's no end in dirah's love for yasser. There's only one

yasser. If they were to apart, that will be a disaster for their love.

2010-05-17T21:41:00.003+08:00

I thank god that he made us fall in love.

I thank god for making us a great couple.

You took away my heart without us expecting it.

Im nothing without you. Cos u are part of my life.

I'll never leave you neither i will hurt you.

I love you syg.

2010-05-12T20:22:00.003+08:00

Last week didn't get to meet you cause you can't make it.

This week high chances you getting confine. Then weekends

my cousin marriage. I wish we could overcome this A.S.A.P!

Like you said,can we just skip this. I miss you la!

And yaaaa, where's my chocolate fondu?

I've been waiting since what, like last few weeks when i

were sick. Haiyoooo! Yasser! Nevermind. What i want is for you

to bookout asap. If can i want now.

2010-05-11T21:05:00.001+08:00

I love yasser♥♥♥♥

2010-02-12T19:22:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day and Happy Chinese New Year.

Got Hang Bao,oranges and flower from work at NTUC Income.

Now,im off to KL with brother and Kak Ida. As planned,Sat go Genting Highland,

Sun go Sunway Lagoon and Mon back to Singapore(guess so) Hehe.

2010-02-06T23:28:00.048+08:00

Town~ing with my ex~schoolmates♥

♥Theory about a guy after their break~up

2010-02-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

♥Third Theory, Day Three

A guy would rarely call his close friends immediately after a breakup. In fact, he wouldn't go out of his way to broadcast the news. Two reason for this: ego, and it's just not cool. Getting dumped is not something a guy would boast you. Being tossed out like yesterday's salad suggests he's not good enough: a bad catch, unworthy, with a low market value, etc. Our egos are unable to handle pity or being look down on following a painful rejection. Another reason a guy won't call his close buddies to tell them he's broken up with you is because he doesn't think the experience deserves this attention. It's not that the breakup isn't significant to us; it's just that we don't naturally want to talk it through with our male buddies. All the guys i interviewed said they did not immediately call a friend, but instead mentioned their breakup while hanging out as usual. This shouldn't be surprising because, statiscally, unlike women, men's social networks are rarely based on emotional bonding. Male relationships are often formed around an activity or interest. It feels foreign to suddenly call a buddy up to wail about the breakup. That's just weird. Even when we do talk about breakup, it'd be brief and over in seconds. Our poor buddy's wretched feelings would be succinctly summarised into, "Yah, feel pain lor." As friends, we aren't likely to talk in depth about you either, unless of course you were a real jerk to him and we didn't like you to begin with.

♥Theory about a guy after their break~up

2010-02-04T20:58:00.005+08:00

♥Second Theory, Day Two

After a day of repression or tears, the heartbroken guy will start to think about communicating with you. Whether he does or not depends on how strong his will is. His logical, ego-preserving side is telling him not to be pathetic, while his emotional side yearns to have contact with you. If you do receive an SMS saying how much he misses you, gently reinforce the fact that it's over. The last thing you want is to give him any impression that the romance may be rekindled. If he calls and you don't think you can be firm but understanding in the face of a grovelling guy, ignore the call. He may get angry with you or think you worse than the devil, but it's better than giving him hope. A guy freshly dumped by someone he loves is emotionally vulnerable. Neither he nor you is thinking clearly at this stage, so it's best to avoid contact. So if he doesn't call or send you an SMS, do not under circumstances call or text him. The concern will only befuddle him and prolong the pain. A good breakup is a clean breakup. It's pretty much impossible to be "just friend" at this stage, so don't think for a moment you're doing him any good by caring for him. You broke the guy's heart, remember?

♥Theory about a guy after their break~up

2010-02-03T21:08:00.004+08:00

♥First Theory, Day one.

You're the first person who comes to mind when he emerges from a night of restless sleep. Within seconds,he remembers the awful event and either rolls over to sleep it off,or starts crying again. Yes,men cry. Even the toughest jock and the manliest man will shed buckets if his heart is broken. The reason you never think they do is they refuse to cry in front of others. Blame it on social pressure,ego,testosterone, lack of tear ducts,whatever. Unless you're his mother,a guy would never cry in the presence of girl. Some guys,however, won't shed a tear. That doesn't mean he's an unfeeling jerk who didn't have any emotional attachment to the relationship. It's just that the emotional numbness is caused by a familiar coping mechanism called repression. It's easier not to think about the pain,and instead bury it deep and wait for time to heal. Guys may claim to be OK,but in reality,not talking about their feelings is simply the easiest,or only,way they know how to deal with pain. Moral of the story,they're just like us,it only that they do not want to show it infront of us. Cos it so not cool.

2010-01-31T22:58:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be my first day working at the NTUC Income,Tampines

as an admin. Yeah it a pretty cool job. I have to work for them like 6mths and

they wanted to look at my performance before they can take me as a permanant staff.

2010-01-31T22:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,me went out with Kak Ida(bro gf's) to Marina.

After her class and me helping mum at her canteen,we meet up at the city hall mrt.

We were having a great fun together. Bought two tickets,to catch a movie. Which is Tooth Fairy. It was a nice movie,love watching it. You gotta watch it,im sure you'll like it.

After which we went to eat at Tong seng,Bugis. Then find some stuff for my Brother

upcoming B'day. Soon,meet wan and his friend at J.Co,Bugis. From there Kak Ida went home and I followed Wan and his friend to Bugis street. And back home.

2010-01-31T22:35:00.014+08:00

Last Friday was my last day of work. Felt something missing after i've walked out of the Childcare. I miss them.

2010-01-31T22:26:00.002+08:00

My last day of work at Y.W.C.A. So sad that i have to leave this lovely children. Ouh,im gonna miss all of them. Especially my K2 class.

2010-01-23T23:58:00.005+08:00

Photo~taking with Fitria
♥230110

Okay,it has been a while since i last update my blog. Cos i've been busy

with ny stuff and all. Yeah,now im relieved already with all my stuff.

And yaaaa,on saturday wake up early in the morning cos Desi asked me to follow

to her filming place. Moreover Gavin my ex-secondary schoolmate are going there too.

Cos he have to be the back up in the drama (Dikir Putri). Overall,i did enjoy myself cos all of them was like friendly and lively. I love being with them. Gonna update some other pictures soon.

2010-01-23T23:55:00.002+08:00

After work went to the interview at Lavender as a receptionist with Kak siti and Firah.

♥210110

2010-01-23T23:41:00.009+08:00

Sheesha~ing with them at Haji lane.
♥170110

2010-01-16T19:05:00.007+08:00

My Lovely Room.Just got it all tidy up. :)

Today,im at home all day long. Without the presence of my parents and brother. Haiyoo,boring you know. Wake in the morning no one was around. And they left me with empty table. But atleast i managed to call it 'A Day' Haha! Cos i just make myself busy at home. Most importantly i ate maggi twice okay. "Gedek sia aku" Haha. Then tidy up the house,wash clothes,fold clothes,iron all the clothes and lastly tidy up my room. Gosh! before i tidy up my room,it was like a pig cage. Seriously,i can't bare it no more. "Saket mate memandang" Haha. So yeah,i tidy up my room and call it a lovely room. Currently im waiting for my parents and brother to reach home and bring me my Chapati and Peach tea. "Ya allah,da lame aku mengidam Peach Tea" Haha. Yeah,it is one of my favourite drink.

2010-01-15T22:44:00.006+08:00

Dyrah Rahim

Early in the morning i've to wake up. Hais. Nothing else but work. It's quite a tough day but i managed to overcome it. Haha! This is what went through in my mind when i was working "Mane gaji aku ni! 2oo pn jadilah aslkan aku ade duit pat tangan" Haha. Cannot concentrate on my work sia. Only dollar sign that i can think of. Haha. And yeah,i did got my pay but it was like after 3.30pm i gt it. Haiyoooo! then i got to wait till monday or tuesday cos they give us through cheque. It really fuck me up. "Da la kasi gaji lmbt,die maen gyler uh nan aku." Haha! Dec i only works for 5days so 200bucks. Okay la tu. Then now im looking forward for my end of Jan pay. Haha. 700bucks,then must deduct 10% of my pay for my CPF. Guess soooo. Hehe. Then tomorrow "ape lagi dudok rumah, gosok bju,kemas rumah,makan,tdo!" Haha! Cos im not going out. No mood to go out and no one ask me out. Hais. Pity me. Btw,just now after work Kak ida,Kak nana and me went to Expo cos the both of them wanna take a look at the wedding exhibition. While they surveying the price,Kak ida still got the time to ask this at the owner of the bridal shop "Kat sini ade perlukan model tk?? Cos ni budak ni nk sgt jadi model" And i laughed,cos she said that on behalf of me. In a irritating voice. Haha! Atlast the owner of the shop asked me to leave my number and name so that she could call me if she need a model. Hehe! Okay done!

2010-01-15T22:18:00.007+08:00

Waadupppp People! Okay,these pictures was taken yesterday.

Firah accompany me to my interview place at Wing Tai Building.

Urmmm,as a sale coordinator(Retail). And yeah,waiting for the call

on monday. Hehe! Then after the interview we went to Far East

to survey some stuff and off to eat at KFC! Yeah,guess what? Hehe.

Firah and me went for nails painting at Far East. Huhu! I choose Pink

& Firah choose purple. "Org da nak blanje takkan nak tolak pulak kan"

Haha! Suddenly her guy called her and asked if she could watch him play

soccer at Jurong. It was like Wooooowwww! End up i accompany her there.

2010-01-13T22:00:00.004+08:00

Waaaaduppp people! Haha! Okay,my dad has agreed

to let me continue schooling in ITE. Atlast! Gosh,i really wanna

proof to him that i can be better than his two children. Haha!

Came back from work just now with a good news. Dad said that

he and my elder brother has applied for the Ite course. And they only

apply for like one course only,it is Visual Merchandising Higher-Nitec.

Like pathetic right. Haha! But it okay atleast i got to go Ite. So yeah,im

waiting for the result on the 27 Jan. And the bad news is that my brother

did applied for the course which im very thankful but he didn't print out!

Like what the TOOOOOOTTTT! It really fuck me up. How am i suppose

to log in when i don't even have my user ID and password. He just need a kick

on his bud. Then i got to be independent,called the customer service officer in

Ite to ask about this pathetic thingy. Everything has to be done by tomorrow

morning. Guess what,tomorrow i took half day. Haha! And the reason

is i wanna go interview. I just need to find a new job that interest me.

Cos the job that im currently working is damn tiring and their pay day was like

mixed up. They didin't pay on time. I hate when this thing came across me.

"Maklom lah bru nk ade pengalaman utk keje. Haha!" So it my first time

experienced this. Alright people! Till here. Okay, Bye!

2010-01-12T22:41:00.006+08:00

Now everything has been revealed and it was badly done but it's

not the end of my journey. I still wanna further my studies even my O's

result was like SHIT! Cos failure doesn't mean you won't be successful,

infact it wakes you up like one shot so that you realise your mistakes

and work it out. Yeah,now i realised how precious my studies are.

I will end up like a dumb asshole if im gonna give up on my studies.

Even if i was promoted for two courses,atleast one of the courses

did interests me. And yeah,it's a new course in ITE Bishan,Visual

Merchandising Higher-Nitec. If im gonna concentrate on my studies

for this 2years,im sure i could further on my studies in Polytechnics

and take Apparel Design & Merchandising. Seriously it's a interesting

course. But it still under the consideration of dad. Im sure he would let me

if im really into my studies and not play around like my secondary school life.

"Tu zaman gemilang siol!" Haha! Currently im still working at the Childcare.

My life is much more easier with the presents of Firah,yeah she did support me.

I really appreciate you as my friend. You're the best. You can open your ears

just to hear my boring love life stories. Infact you did support and advised me.

Seriously you've done so many things for me. And yaaa,thanks for the treat just now.

Haha! Next time it's my turn to treat you alright. But i just can't wait for our

transformation. Haha! And i miss my girl. After we've starts working,we've

gone separate ways only for sometimes we will meet up again. How i wish

we could be like last time. Spending our time together at KFC. Haha!

2010-01-10T20:52:00.010+08:00

Slacking with the Gorgeous(G's)

at J.CO,T1. We had a girls talk.

2010-01-10T14:35:00.013+08:00

All the Gorgeous couples. Huhu!!

One night with them!

Karaoke-ing at Cash Studio and off to chalet at East Coast.

2010-01-10T12:39:00.003+08:00

Spending the rest of my life with you is what i've been wishing for.

Losing the part of you was a mistake that i've made.

I know i've made my decision but it's just a decision and not a promise right.

I really wanna take back all my words that i've said to you. Cos i ain't

take it no more. Seriously im hurting myself by trying to avoid from you.

I know that i shouldn't make a fuss of it. But that is who i am,

make decison and regret. It just a stupid things to do without thinking twice.

In this situation im the one who should be blame cos it too early

to make this unreasonable decision of mine. Yeah,i wish you are by my side.

Now i understand that looks does not matters if you really loves that person.

It kills you if you're being choosy bcos of looks. Yeah,i've been in that position

before and i really regret it. Sometimes in life we will never be enough with

what we had, life will never be complete bcos none of us is perfect.

2010-01-06T20:41:00.005+08:00

Firah & me at our work place,Y.W.C.A Childcare.

2010-01-05T20:22:00.004+08:00

Im writing this for someone that was sent from heaven.

Even if we have to end this way,i never put you at fault cos i can see

your truthfulness,kindness and honesty. I think im bad for making you

in a confusion situation. I don't mean to,maybe im just being selfish

at that point of time. But now i realised that everyone has choices to make.

Either to be with the current person or the other party. Yeah,maybe

we are not meant for each other. But please dnt say that it has end cos

what ends is our feelings that i had for you. But now is the beginning of

our friendship. I will move on with the flow,i don't mind if i lose my love

as long as im not losing my friend. Seriously,im lucky to know you

cos i never been with a man like you cos you was sent from the heaven.

Im wondering why i had this rushing feelings towards you when i

just got to know you. Maybe bcos i had this hope and believe in you.

Day by day when we text and on the phone with each other,my feelings

toward you start to grow. I really love the way you treat me and respect me.

All this while i did have fun with you,and i thanks to them for letting me

to know you. So that i could feel the touch of yours even though it just for a moment.

2010-01-02T23:10:00.007+08:00

I wanna buy all this 4 bags. Gosh! i was craving for this bag since last year.

Gonna buy all this 4 soon. Hehe. Especially the Coach bag.

Damn! That is my favourite bag among all of them.

COACH & DIOR

MIUMIU & PRADA

2010-01-02T19:19:00.024+08:00

Countdown with them,at first we play bowling

then we walked to marina from kallang leisure park.

Lost at a moment but then we managed to find our way out.

It was damn tiring journey. No water and yet food.

Every each and one of us was starving,perspiring and thirsty.

But this journey are gonna be a memorable journey.

2010-01-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

Fza im really sorry for what had happened last thursday,

I didnt expected that to happened cos i was damn tired

at that point of time. All of us was like finding our way to Marina

from Kallang leisure park. This was Salleh idea to walk to Marina.

Then in the end we were lost but atlast we managed to find our way out.

Seriously it a long journey and a tiring journey. I don't have the intention to

put you away when i was with Firah or my other friends. All of you are my

friend. It just that idk how to give my time to all of you. I tried my best

to give some of my time for you but i just can't cos i've been busy with

my work and stuff. Im really2 sorry. I don't mean to hurt you.

2009-12-28T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hais,today work is very tiring cos Kak Safia is on leave.

All the children was like killing me. With many different kind of attitude

they gave me. And i have to entertain their nuisance attitude.

Gosh,this kind of children will always be punished,if not they'll

be driven off. So i have to be fierce with them. Haha! If i give face

to them then i don't have face. Hais. Seriously they are too much.

I shouted at them until i nearly lost my voice.

Must teach them a lesson and teach them how to respect people

that are older then them. Messed the room,they think what,their father

own the childcare issit. Alamak! They are getting into my nerves sia.

Luckily i can be patience,or else i kick them of the class. Somemre

there's three kids go and pass urine anyhow. Don't have mouth to

ask permission. Then im the one who have to clean all their dirts.

Today is damn tired,phewww! Just need to rest cos tomorrow im working.

2009-12-27T22:18:00.004+08:00

This the only pictures that i can upload here.

More at my facebook. This just a random pictures

that were snap by Desi at Botanic Garden.

2009-12-26T22:19:00.003+08:00

Credit to Firah cos she took for me this picture using her phone. Thanks!

This picture was taken at the childcare while all the children were asleep.

Haha! Carik chance uh. Moreover the principal was not there for nearly

a week. Sooo we can relax a little bit. Haha! And maybe on this coming

Monday the principal will not be around again. I guess till the end of this month.

But was not sure cos this is what Kak Ida told me. She also was not quite sure.

2009-12-26T22:05:00.003+08:00

Today,i was at home the whole day. It really freaking me out.

Feels like Damn! what am i suppose to do from morning till night.

Then Kak Ida came by cos she wanna visit my sick brother.

After that my auntie and her family came. I was like Ribot pe.

Haha! Then i have to make tea for them but my brother asked

Kak Ida to help me with it. We were having a great fun in the kitchen.

When all of them went home,my brother and Kak Ida went out.

"Saket2 lgi bole kuar. Hais. Degil." Cnnt say much,that's his attitude.

When they came bck,Kak Ida and I was having a great talk.

Sooo called as "Girls Talk",we were laughing with each other jokes. Haha!

Then we talk about our work at the childcare,bout the children.

Gosh we were sharing so many stories. And im really into it.

As in into the talks. Haha! Yeah,now i've just finished look through

at my "Ex" past blog. Im just missing it. Hais. But it have been

last for about 10mths+++. Cos our relationship was hopeless.

After we have gone through 2yrs 2mths then i realised it was

hopeless. We are not meant to be together. Hais.

2009-12-25T23:12:00.003+08:00

Today went out with Fza,her auntie and Hakim to Expo.

Cos there is a concert and a wedding showcase.

It was quite fun but not as fun as the last time we went out

together. Maybe b'cos just now i've been thinking so much

sooo i couldn't feel the fun. But yeah,overall i enjoy it.

Especially when Fza feed me her food. Urmm,i forgot the

name. Haha! Cos never ate that before but it was nice.

After that Hakim came by and we went for a walk at the expo

while her auntie watch the concert. B'cos all of us are tired of

waiting,in the end we went bck home first cos her auntie still

wanna see the concert. Hais. Actually I want to eat Kfc

but when i looked at the watch it already 8++pm. And im

worried of my brother at home,sooo i request to go home early.

2009-12-24T11:29:00.013+08:00

I've been wondering what does love stands for???

Even how much i try to find the meaning of love,

i'll get back the same thing. Nowadays the sentence

'I LOVE YOU' is fading away. It do not mean anything

to me. It just a piece of shit that come out from the individual

mouth. This do not just implies to the boys but also to the girls.

Now i realise that if we use the correct way of saying 'I LOVE YOU'

It really wonderful and the feelings is undescribable. To me by saying

'I LOVE YOU' is normal cos everyone does says that.

After so long of searching,now i understand that love is proof

that we have a purpose for being alive. There is no real

definition for love. It is something you need to experience in order

to try to understand, but even then you cant put it into words.

Poets cant even tell you what it is. Love is beautiful, and painful,

and everything we hope and pray for. And it is always there.

Because even if you dont know or notice it someone loves you.

I Love This Quote,was taken from a book,Twilight.

Edward: Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. very dark,

but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot

across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there

was brilliancy, there was beauty. when you were gone, when the meteor

had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed,

but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore.

And there was no more reason for anything.

2009-12-23T21:45:00.006+08:00

Today work is pretty okay it only that im exhausted.

Cos it was like nine hours of looking after some of the kids.

With all their nuisance. Haiyo bole pengsan. Haha!

My temporary kid,Hou heng,vomitted because she couldn't

eat so much. Then i have to clean her up. At first i was 50/50

to clean her vomit but when i think again. It was part of my

job so i have to do it even if it's very disgusting. Yeah,then after

work Firah and me took the Mrt to Bugis which i have to meet

Fza and Hakim but Firah alight at City Hall to meet her friends.

After spending some of my time with Fza,me went home.

Anyway thanks Fza for the treat. Hehe. I appreciate it.

I'll treat you as soon as i got my pay alright honey.

Love you so much!

2009-12-22T21:43:00.003+08:00

Finally i gt a job. This job is damn tiring with some

of the children do not want to listen to me.

With no doubt i scolded them. Seriously,it hard to take

care of the children but it was fun cos i love children.

So there should not be a problem. As long as they can get

along with me and respect me i will move on with the flow.

Anyways there so many cute babies. Haha. Especially Charlotte.

Yeah,so i'll be busy all this while. Won't be updating much.

2009-12-20T20:05:00.003+08:00

Gosh! Today was a damn tiring day. I just can't describe

it no more. Feels like sleeping for the whole day tomorrow.

Furthermore i only ate rice for a day this week. Make it simple,

this week i do not have enough sleep. Today wake up early in the

morning to help at the community centre at dewan setiawangsa in KL.

All the people was like never eat for 10mths cos they only left us

the empty buffet but people still keep coming ang eating.

Then we have to order some foods cos it is not enough. Irritating

Malaysian! seriously,we didn't eat a single rice till the ceremony ends

at 4pm. All this is happening in one go. Now then we'll b going to have

our so called as dinner. Pity us.

2009-12-18T12:07:00.004+08:00

Well,now my brother is pretty fine. He'll be discharge

when everything went well the doctor said. Im really thankful

to god cos day by day my brother have recover from his pain.

His girlfriend everyday come and visit him. So sweet of her.

So yeah,now im gonna pack my things up cos im going

to KL with my sister,bro-in-law,Humaira,my parents

and me cos my mum has catering in KL under this

Mustaqim business name royal decor or sometning.

I have to help cos my mum is short of manpower. Haha.

Then sunday we'll come bck. Cos Monday i've start working

at the childare as a relief teacher. Today at 3pm im

gonna take my medical report result to see whether if im fit or not.

Hope that im fit so i could get the job. Hmmmfff.

2009-12-17T13:08:00.003+08:00

He is at the left of the picture.

Muhammad Nazmi Bin Abdul Rahim

I've been busy this few days cos something that

is not expected had happened to my family.

I just don't understand this situation and i

can't accept it if this happen to my brother.

I really pity his condition right now.

He cried when my parents and me visited him

after he was warded. I just can't look at him when

he started to cry cos he is a kind of person that

could not cry infront of us. But that tears shows

that he have change and regret with what he have done.

Gosh! when i got the news that he meet in an accident,

i could not stop crying cos my cousin told that it a serious

injury. Half of his body was badly injured. From his face

till his leg. His lung is in pain cos it hits him badly at the lung.

And now he was being treated at the ICU. But still conscious.

I really love you brother. Never in mind to put u away

from my life. Even sometimes you never treat me like your

sister.Get well soon.

2009-12-14T23:16:00.003+08:00

Yesterday planned of accompanying Fza

auntie to a wedding ceremony but dont knw

out of sudden her auntie was lost. Not lost as

in "lost" but she was not at the place that she

has promised to wait. We waited for a couples

of minutes but still she's not there. So we just

go off and change our clothes cos we wanna

go karaoke with Hakim and Syafiq.

We went there twice,first with Fza,Hakim,

Syafiq and Me. Then the second time with

Syafiq friends,Syafiq,Fza and me.

2009-12-14T22:56:00.005+08:00

After Bella wedding went out with Fza and

Hakim to Far East cos it has been so long

we never went out together since our last

outing.Having a great fun with them.

Out of nowhere i saw Firah was heading towards me

and i was like shocked to see her there with

some of her friends. Then i saw this Mr. Right.

Damn,idk why suddenly i feels like there's

butterfly in my stomach after seeing him with

Firah and her friends. Yeah,then in the end we gt

to knw each other. Nice to know him after so long

i've been all alone by myself. Haha!

2009-12-14T22:33:00.012+08:00

After all. Congratulation bella!

On the 12/12/09.

2009-12-11T18:18:00.003+08:00

Currently waiting for my sis and bro-in-law to
come home. Mean while Humaira and me watch her
favourite video(Gee). She's addicted to that song.
And guess what she could memorise the chorus part.
Amazing isn't it,for a 1yr 6mths baby to memorise
korean song. Alright,my flight is tonight at 11pm.
Damn,sooo late. Then tomorrow i have to wake up
early cos it's my closest friend wedding.
Hey babe,im sorry if i could nt get u anything except
my present. Cos im broke right now. Heeeees.
But i promise u that i'll make ur day go lalalala. Okay?
See ya tomorrow. Can't wait to meet the three of you.
Firah,Fza and you. Gonna hug the three of you tightly.

2009-12-10T09:50:00.003+08:00

Alright,this is ma new hair style.

Ada bagus?? Haha!

2009-12-10T07:59:00.002+08:00

Wake up early in the morning just to iron my
sis and bro-in-law working clothes. Hais,tomorrow
willl be the last day i work for them. Ouh no,gonna miss
all the memories that we had here. There's so many
things that we have done together that i never have in s'pore.
But this is my final decision to return to s'pore and find
a proper work. All the decision that i made are gonna hurt
my niece cos she will be send to the childcare. Which she
has never been there before. How does it feels when
someone that you really love have to stay at a place where
she had never been. And do not know the person that will
be taking care of. Will they look after her as how we use to
look after her??? Poor Humaira. Gosh,this house is empty
without her. Cos she has been send by her parents to the
Childcare for trial. Hmmmff. Whatever it is im still sticking
to my plan. To return to s'pore tomorrow. Stubborn and
cruel isn't me? Haha. It my choice and everyone had a choice
in life. It either you make a good or a bad choice,that it.
It quite long i have stay here since November till nw.
Woww! That nearly one month dude. Gonna catch up with
all my friends. So many things to share with. Haha!

2009-12-09T17:41:00.004+08:00

Currently rebonding my hair at the APT hair salon.
Gosh,im gonna cry cos my long hair has been cut off.
My dream was to keep my hair long and curl it but
it only a dream. How i wish i could have a long and curly
hair right now. Haha. It easy just put on hair extension.
But it will be soooo not natural. Haha.
Did it once and i had enough with it.
Yeah,cnt wait for my hair transformation.

2009-12-08T22:55:00.006+08:00

Atlast! I gt to blog again. After so long i've been missing in action.
I purposely being missing cos wanna have some space but not to
my closest friends. Well they know i've gone to KL for some reason.
And yeah,im here for about 1mth. Feels like im stuck in a cave.
No friends,No excitement and No internet. Wowww! That kills me.
But now my sis has bought herself a laptop and broadband sooo it easy.
Anyways im coming back to my hometown soon. Gosh i miss all of my
friends especially Fza. Who am i without u. When i see you i wanna hug
u tightly. Can? Haha. And yeah,i'll be going to my friend marriage.
I have to go cos i've promise her.

2009-11-12T09:41:00.003+08:00

Early in the morning i have to wake up,
to takecre of my niece cos she wake up early in the morning
and i dont understand why. She never woke up this early before
when she's in KL. Yeah,then i have to iron my sister clothes cos
she's going to work. Now im currently blogging. And humaira is not
asleep yet. Arggggh! How difficult it is to do my house work when
she's awake. Moreover im going out later with Firah and the St44 dudes.
I swear im gonna be late with all my works that are not done yet.

2009-11-11T20:19:00.004+08:00

Yayyyyy! I've just finished all my papers. Huhu!
Gosh! all my hardworks had come to an end.
Now i just can enjoy my life to the fullest. Haha!
Noooo Noooo,i guess nt nw cos i haven't get my results
yet. What if i fail almost all of my subjects?? My mum
once told me that if i fail my O'levels she want me to retake
my o'levels in the same school. Fcuk! Nooo! I wnt come bck
to that sickening school. I wanted to go higher nitec if i could.
If not maybe im gonna take private O'level or private diploma.
Yeah,but i hope i cn manage to go polytechnic with my own hardwork.
That is what i always wanted. All my family members do not want me
to stop schooling just like that. They asked me to continue study even if
i failed my O'levels. They will do anything just to see me becoming a
successful person. Yeah,that's why i love my family very much even
sometimes they are irritating. Haha! Sorry.

2009-11-09T15:42:00.002+08:00

2009-11-09T15:17:00.003+08:00

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

There is no pain equal to that which two lovers can inflict on one another. This should be made clear to all who contemplate such a union. The avoidance of this pain is the beginning of wisdom, for it is strong enough to contaminate the rest of our lives.

Lovers may be - and indeed generally are - enemies, but they never can be friends, because there must always be a spice of jealousy and a something of Self in all their speculations.

2009-11-08T20:15:00.003+08:00

Went out with my mum,sis,Humaira & my bro-in-law to

Johor. Cos his gonna take his flight in Johor Airport to

Pulau pinang cos he got work there. And yeah,before that we

went to have our lunch at Kotaraya Singgah Selalu Restaurant.

While waiting for the food, Humaira wanted to play in the play

room that is full of ball. Then headed to airport and went home.

2009-11-07T14:17:00.003+08:00

I can describe that today is a tiring day for my family.
Cos everyone was like sleeping. Even Humaira. Maybe they
are tired cos yesterday they reached home around 3.3oam.
I was being awake by Humaira cos she was like hitting my leg
several times. And that irritates me so i wake up and accompany her
until she sleep. Damn,she sleep at 5am. And that was the time i sleep too.
Feels like sleeping again. Okay bye.

2009-11-07T00:06:00.005+08:00

Went out & grab some food near Tampines inter.
Today is such a complicated day. I really don't understand with
the situation. Everyone was like hurting each other.
Even a close friend hurt you. Why can't the others.
Yeah,i really learn something today. Not to trust any strangers.
Even your closest friend cos they can become your closest enemy.

Just came back from meeting all those guys at the Macdonald.
Thought of going home but i feel bored if i go home early.
Cos it was like 7.30pm and everyone is not at home.
So i slack wif all the St 44 dudes and Nuwaira.
While waiting for the guys playing soccer. Nuwaira asked me to
go to her house. So,yeah i went. & we share alots of stories.
Nice knowing you & be strong alright. All this just take time.
I know it difficult to forget someone that you have been loving.
Cos i experience it before. It was like killing you pace by pace.
But life goes on. Don't think too much. You have to face the fact right now.

2009-11-05T08:05:00.002+08:00

Never thought that this could happened. Fcuk! Fcuk! Fcuk!
Day after day problems keeps coming to me.
What's wrong with this world. This isn't fair for me.

2009-11-04T21:23:00.005+08:00

Interview, Interview & Interview.

Damn tiring.

2009-10-31T15:41:00.006+08:00

Study Study Study

Im so stress right now. My Chemistry & Social studies

paper is on Monday. I swear im gonna freak out when

i got that paper. I need to study. Memorise more facts.

Okay,Dyrah you got to calm down & start to open

your book and study. Im gonna just sit on this chair

and study all the way till i gt all the points.

Im in love with my stranger.

2009-10-31T15:36:00.003+08:00

Fza,i miss being with you! This few days we didn't

quite spend our time together. OMG! I really miss

those days we spend our time together. Maybe

after our O's we can go out and spend time together.

My world are your world honey. There's so many

things to be share with you when we got the

chance to go out together. I love you Fza.

2009-10-31T01:08:00.007+08:00

I went for an interview yesterday at Takashimaya building.
But the job that i apply was on healthcare,as an admin.
If i gt the job maybe i will be posted at the Tan Tock Seng hospital,
Singapore General Hospital Or Geylang polyclinics.
Ouh god,i just can't wait to work. I need money right now cos
im really really broke. Even 1 bucks is difficult to get.

Yeah,besides im really happy to know this stranger at the McDonald.
Im quite shocked to see him there when Faris brought me to the
place he currently sits. In the first place i was quite shy cos this one kind
of feelings suddenly appears. I can't say no more here. But what i can only
say is that this stranger really change everything in my life.
He is someone special. I wish i could express all my feelings here.
But i can't cos im nt ready to let it be public. Let it just be part of me.
Furthermore,i just knew him so it impossible for me to say it all here.
Btw nice talking on the phone with you. Yeah,u such a caring person.

With Love,
Your Lovely Stranger

2009-10-30T23:26:00.007+08:00

Firah & Dyrah

2009-10-30T23:01:00.002+08:00

2009-10-27T22:49:00.003+08:00

Today Math paper was quite easy but i have
spoiled everything cos i never fill in the answer at the
answer column & i know that the answer is correct.
It so stupid of me,wasting marks just like that.
Nevermind,now it has end. I could not do anything more.

Yeah,just now on my way to have my lunch,
Firah & me walked past this bunch of guys.
Some of them were my schoolmates & they were the lower sec.
One of their outsider friends was like looking at me.
He said "Muke die mcm cine siak."
I was like,im malay & you don't need to make a fuss bout it.

2009-10-26T19:00:00.002+08:00

I hate myself for not putting the best shot.
What the hell am i doing?? Im scared right now. Really really scared.
I wanna pass my English. Atleast a pass will do.
I can't afford to fail my English. It too late to cry.
Everything has end. Now i just have to move on.

2009-10-26T08:49:00.002+08:00

Im gonna prepare for my English O'level today.

Ouh god time fly so fast that i just could not imagine

that im gonna take my paper today afternoon.

B'cos i feels like im nt well-prepared for my English paper.

I wish that i could turns time back. Nooo Dyrah, Nooo. *Wink*

Yeah,im gonna bath & change at 9.30am cos am meeting

Fza at the bus stop opposite McDonald. She's going to borrow

me her English notes on how to start a incident report,proposal,

speech,complaint,informal & formal letter. There's so many things

to be memorise. Okay,im gonna clean the house before i go.

Till here.

Dyrah.

2009-10-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

The air-condition makes me feel scared for my English O'level
tomorrow. It freaking me out. This subject is really my important
subject. Ouh god,i just need to calm down cos i still could not
sleep. My paper 1 start at 1.30pm followed by my paper 2 at
4pm. It will ends at 5.40pm. All my hardworks has come to the end.
Now what i can say is just Goodluck to myself.

Fza,Bella,Firah,Mun & all my fellow classmates goodluck for
your English O'level paper. Gonna miss all of your laughter.
I'll never forget all the memories since we were in 3G,4G & 5B.
Hope to see you all again & have reunion together.
It gonna be fun to see changes in all of you.
Lets put aside all the gossipers,grudges,hatred & conflicts in our class.
Yeah,and i wanna thanks to all the teachers that has help us in our
studies. Hope i could produce a good result next year.
If im nt wrong our result will be on early January.

2009-10-25T17:40:00.006+08:00

I feels so weird cos i've no chance to see you today cos im locking
myself in my room so that i will never go out. This happened cos i
have an important exam and this important exam decide my future.
I wanna have a brighter furture so that i could takecare of my
family in future. So yeah,feels like missing you.
Hey,im just depending on my blog to express my feelings
towards you. Even though it does not listen to my stories. It does
give me space to express my feelings. ****** what if bit by bit am
falling for you and i don't even know you? It sounds weird but i could not
stop loving you cos im really really in love with a stranger like you.
If i have a chance to be with you,i'll never neglect you. Infact,i'll
always love you with all my hearts. As long as im breathing you will always
in my heart. If im writing this way that shows i really mean it.
Don't underestimate my love towards you.

It has been nearly a week & you still did nothing. Am really curious
about you. I need your response not your silence. Day by day am hoping
that you will say something,eventually im wrong bout that.
Maybe i need some help here. But who gonna listen with my sickening
story?? I don't know, I guess i have to help myself.
Listen,im a type of girl, if you tell me straight forward bout your feelings
i'll understand and i'll do something with it. But if you gonna keep quiet like
this how am i gonna take actions. Look,how hard it is for me to go through,
I'll just take it pace by pace. Getting hurt is not my first time. Im okay with it.
I know it will hurt me deeply if you gonna tell me the negative part. But this
will take only for the beginning, This will takes time. I know you know this.
Look,i'll never give up until i got the answer. This is me. Be strong in order
to face the fact in future. Even though you have tell me the negative part,i'll
still have feelings for you. I don't know why. Cos as time passes by,my
feelings start to grow more stronger. I know it sounds crazy but this is how
i feel right now.

2009-10-25T00:30:00.006+08:00

EX-Primary School classmates.

Hidayah & Atiqah

Went out with them just now. Meet Atiqah under my void deck & went straight

to Centry square so called as 'DINNER' but it was like 8.15pm.

Noo Nooo Nooo,it is super. Haha. I guess sooo.

And we ate at the Popeye cos Atiqah wanted to treat

me. Haha! it is sooo kind of her & i appreciate it alots.

While waiting for seat Atiqah & me was like searching for

him but failed. After a moment i was like saw him in a middle of no

where. & i told Atiqah that he was around there. She managed to

find him. & yeah,she said "Nie kau kate hansem?? Eeee,tak la."

But for me Handsome or Ugly later can think. For now

it about my feelings toward him. I really don't care bout looks

when there is feelings. B'cos i don't think that im a pretty girl

& deserved a handsome guy. That's not true anyway.

Everything must come from your heart. When there's a will

there's a way. Familiar with this phrase?

I don't know whether he realised me or not cos i don't

quite look at him cos too shy to look. Haha. While eating,we

wait for Hidayah. & there she come. She ordered her food

& eat with us. After that take some pictures & went home.

But i don't exactly went home. B'cos me and Atiqah planned

to stay abit longer near our blocks to share some stories.

So called as "Girls Talk" haha. It quite interesting

to share some story with. & it about my admirer & her

admirer. Nooo nooo nooo,not her admirer,some sort of

Lover??? Yeah,i guess sooo. & she understand me.

She made my day. I really appreciate her.

After sooo long we never met yet she can understand

my personal life story. Thanks Atiqah. It a pleasure to

to see you & have some talks with. Yeah,go and settle

things out with him. He'll understand. Remember in

a relationship there must be a trust & understanding.

2009-10-25T00:20:00.003+08:00

Hey ladies,im sorry about today. I know

i have messed our planned today & am really really

sorry. I didn't mean to leave you all just like that

Im messed up. Im gonna confess here. It up to you all

to read it or not. Actually im kind the miss him & really wanna

see him. I just can't control myself. Everyone have different

ways of solving things out. But this is my way & my life.

If you all can't understand me it okay but atleast forgive

me. I felt guilty to the three of you. I tried many ways so that

i can see him. I know im selfish but this happen when it comes to

him. Me myself also do not realise what i have done. After all

this has happened then i realise what am doing to you. But

seriously i don't mean it. It just happen like that.

Im really really sorry.

2009-10-24T13:08:00.006+08:00

OMG! Im so exhausted right now.

Just finished cleaning the house like mad

with my unwell condition. Im sick but just

a slight cough but it becoming worst. I can't

stand with this messy house & decided to clean it.

Vacuum,fold clothes,make my bed,wash clothes

& now waiting for the clothes to be wash so

that i can hang it. Im soooo messed up cos my

parents is not in S'pore. They went to KL Thursday

night cos they miss Humaira & want to help some cleaning at

sister house that has just move in at Selayang,

quite near to the KLCC. Left with me & my eldest brother at

home. I tell you staying home with my brother feels like

staying with the statue. B'cos we hardly talk to each other

if there is a need then we will talk. If not we will do

our own stuff. But one thing,he is just a pain in the ass

cos after he have ate & messed up the house. Im the one

who will clean all those stuff that he had done.

He think what my parents hired me to be a servant for him issit.

For god sake im the youngest,sooo i have to obey him &

take all the pieces by my own without tellling my parent

about his behaviour. But if it comes to an extent

that i could not take it no more. I'll complained to

my parents bout him. Bluek! Bluek!

Now im waiting for my tuition tuitor.

Im gonna have tuition for maths cos my O'level Maths

is on Tuesday & Wednesday! Damn! Im aiming for B3 or A2,

Yeah,and im waiting for Bella,Firah & Fza to come to my

house and study together. Maybe Mun is tagging along too.

2009-10-24T13:01:00.003+08:00

NUWAIRATUL HUMAIRA

I miss my niece so much.

Can't wait to go KL and see her.

2009-10-23T23:05:00.008+08:00

Today,i feel soo happy. I just could not describe

my feelings,feel like fainting after i saw him again.

I always get nervous when i saw him,idk why

but this feelings suddenly appears when he is there.

Just now,planned with Fza to study together.

&i suggested that we study at Tampines cos

we often study at Bedok library & Mc Cafe.

At tampines,i wanted to eat & study at Popeye.

But then the place was crowded with many people.

After Fza has gone to the toilet,suddenly someone approached

& came to me. He called by my name that my friends use

to call me when i don't even know him. For god sake i saw

his name cos he works dere & he supposed to wear a name tag.

"Carik ****** eh?" with his curious face.

"Tak la,nk mkn kat cni" I answered him in a convincing way.

"Ouhkae,Firdaus smue mane?" He asked.

"Ntah,Dyrah mane rapat nan drg sgt."He smiled.

"Nape that time hafiz try contact dyrah tapi tk dpt?" He asked.

"Huh? Mane ade die cntct?"

& we end the conversation dere. After then i went in

and asked him. "****** tk keje nari?"

"Tak,Die keje besok & Sunday". He answered.

Then Fza came by,but still we could not get a seat.

She gets irritated & suggest to study at some where

else. End up we study at Tampines 1.

After so long we have studied,i was craving to eat at

Popeye. Fza agree & we went there around 4.30pm.

When we reached dere,i saw H & his friend has packed

up cos they have finished their job,while i & Fza were queing up.

I felt release when they has gone out of the Popeye.

Suddenly I felt like i wanna go to the ladies. When i wanted to turn

i saw that ******,H & his friend came by the entry from the

toilet. I was sooooooo SHOCKED and could not move my legs

to the ladies b'cos i was nervous. H Shouted my name

many times. "Dyrah! Dyrah! Nadirah!"

I turned and he said. "****** ni! Bobal uh."

I was sooo shy & ****** gave me a smile & i reply it bck

with a smile too. Until i could not take it.I force

myself to go to the ladies. After that i went towards Fza.

She was still queing & ****** was beside her cos he wanted

to see his friend. Then Fza says "See i told you,jodoh"

& i say " No la,shut up! Nonsense ok" i went to my seat & wait

for her.Then ****** & his friend walked away.

Ouh God,i just could not say anything about this

situation. I feels like theres something special about him.

As i said,he will always be in my mind wherever i go.

2009-10-23T22:57:00.009+08:00

Went study with Fza at Tampines 1.

And we managed to absorb something.

2009-10-22T19:01:00.004+08:00

Countdown to GCE 'O' Level Exams.

This is making me more nervous.

2009-10-22T18:38:00.005+08:00

Love Never Ending

Even though your heart was given to someone

else,i never think that you will gone forever.

Even though you wanna be faithful to that lucky

person,i put it to fate that one day we were made

together. All this are only my imagination. What next

i leave it to fate. B'cos im not a fairy godmother

that can decide people live what more me myself.

I really don't understand with my

feelings after i get to know the truth. Everything happened

coincidencely, get to see you wherever i go in tampines.

If you are really made for someone else,i surrender.

&just keep you in my heart. Im not so cruel to make you

leave your lady & come to me. Infact,i just want you to be

faithful to her. As long as you happy,i'll be happy for you.

I'll always wait for you even for a years. B'cos in my heart there's

always you,wherever i go,there will always be you.

To me you never leave me cos you will always be in my

mind. In my life,theres nothing make me smile except you.

Lots of love,

Dyrah.

2009-10-20T00:36:00.007+08:00

Yesterday,went for a last minute study

wif Firah. & i just knew it after i have meet

Firah that Fir is tagging along. I could not deny

& agree to her decision. I study my history

but i could not really focus on what am reading.

Yeah,then firah noticed one of Fir friend.

It was the guy that i've been admiring since he

was in pri 6. He is 2 years younger than me

but that does not matter. What matters is,i always saw

him at TM. & i found it crazy to see him just now again!.

Am really happy today. Huhu! & get to know that he works

at Popeye. Then Faris tag along. After studying me and the

others planned to go for bowling at E-Hub. & we did. I had

alot of fun with them. Guess what. For the first time i won.

Twice! I got strike! Fuhhhh! Mane bole tashan.

I got 112 for my score & i beat all of them. Followed by

Firah,Fir & Faris. How come the girls can beat the guys??

I may look girlish but don't judge me by it cover. :P

2009-10-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE

GET ON STUDY

How tired i am,i must pushed myself to

study. I must have determination.

Just focused on what im aiming for.

2009-10-18T23:42:00.004+08:00

In the middle of the night i still couldn't

sleep b'cos im pressurizing myself on my

upcoming O'levels. It freaking me out when

i did a last minute study especially for my

Humanities & Chemistry. What im scared right

now is my english. How am i going to work out

on my english when it is on the 26th of october.

Yeah,i do have personel coaching but will that

prove me that my english i could score??

I don't think so b'cos i couldn't just depend on

my teacher. I just have to bare this im mind.

"if there's a will,there's a way"

Starting on today i just need to put my head

on my studies b'cos my journey could not

ends here. Yeah,that the spirit.

2009-10-17T15:01:00.016+08:00

Dyrah Rahim.

2009-10-17T14:51:00.007+08:00

Miss those days with her.

I love you girl.

Your presence make me change

into someone.

2009-10-16T22:28:00.022+08:00

Model?? Nahh... Students?? Yesss.

Only wanna be. :p

2009-10-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

I miss those days that we girlfriends spend

our time together & went those hard time

together. Nw,no mre cos we need to focus on our

studies rather than spend our time together.

I miss all my SunShines. :(

2009-10-05T22:00:00.002+08:00

MY DAILY SCHEDULE!

Monday;

*Math(Mrs Foo) 2pm-3pm

*English(Miss Kaur) Personal Coaching 3pm-4pm

*Physics(Mr Lau) Mentor 5.30pm-7pm

Tuesday;

*Social Studies(Mdm Nurmah) 2pm-3pm

*History(Mdm Nurmah) 3pm-4pm

*Assessment(Mock Test) Physics 4.30pm-6.30pm

Wednesday;

*Physic(Mr Lau) 2pm-3pm

*Chemistry(Mrs Tay) 3pm-4pm

*Math(Miss Amy) 5pm-6.30pm

Thursday;

*Assessment(Mock Test) Maths 2,30pm-5.30pm

^^Maths(Mrs Foo) 6.30pm-8pm *Re-confirm*

Friday;

*Physics(Mr Lau) Mentor 1pm-3pm

*Assessment(Mock Test) English 4.30pm-6.30pm

Saturday;

*Maths(Mrs Foo/Miss Amy) 8am-12pm

*Maths(Miss Amy) 12pm-1.30pm

^^Chemistry(Mr Lee) 2.30pm-4pm *Re-confirm*

&Bck to Monday until the big day comes.

O'level Practical started on the 22nd of oct.

After that,deres no lesson will be conducting.

Study at home.

2009-09-30T19:57:00.002+08:00

I'm all screwed up.

FCUK! why must it be him. This is soo nt

right. B'cos of this,i guess i am to create a trouble

with her. I know all this is crazy,bt he makes me

fall for him. Ouh well,this isn't fair. I dont asked

for this nor wishing for this to happen. Damn!

Nw im stucked with him, you create it & nw you

have to face it when one day u find out bout this.

Hoping that you will nt knw or notice a single thing.

Please,if you dont mean it then dont say something

that giving me hope. I know what u have told,asked

&treat me was all your nuisance jokes. But,i'm a type

of girl who like to thing out of the box that will make

some misunderstanding here & there.Nw what i could

say is that 'Bit by bit am falling for you' with your

nuisance jokes. you'll just dont understand it & you'll

never understand it. B'cos at the beginning i hate you

so much when i knw your past bt nw everything change

into a love story. You such a dumb ass that makes me

a dumb ass to love you like hell.

2009-09-28T23:35:00.002+08:00

Just came bck from KL.
From KL took flight(JetStar),straight to S'pore.
Reached arnd 4.15pm. Then went bck home & put my stuff.
Go out again to meet my girls at Mun house.
Such a tiring day. Nw just came bck frm Jalan Raye with them.
My foot damn sucks,cos i wear high heels & it nearly kills me.

2009-09-28T23:26:00.008+08:00

Jalan Raye with my beloved friends.

Even though it is a tough day,

i just had alot of fun with you guys.

2009-09-26T00:03:00.006+08:00

DYRAH RAHIM.

2009-09-25T23:51:00.010+08:00

Fza,Hakim,Shidah & Dyrah.

At Marina Square.

2009-09-24T20:56:00.005+08:00

Fza,Firah & Dyrah

2009-09-24T20:50:00.006+08:00

Fza,Bella & Dyrah

2009-09-24T20:25:00.007+08:00

Dyrah & Shidah

2009-09-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

Prelims has over & get the result bck.

One word to describe my result 'RABAK'

Hw am i gonna make it for my O'level.

Im glad i have improved even though i

didnt show a good result. If there is

improvement,dere should be a room for

me to work mre harder for my Os.

Rite nw im stress wif all my probs.

One is result & the other one is relationship.

Bt i guess relationship i should put it aside

cos it does not make my future brighter.

Furthermore it is nt important,what more

important is my studies. Failure does nt mean

u cnt do it,infact it wake me up to achieve

better than that. Life still move on even though

u are nt by my side. & i noe there a bit lie

wif what u have told me before. If nt,this wnt

happened. If i've done anything wrong,

yeah im reali sorie cos no one is perfect.

2009-09-04T22:22:00.013+08:00

Break fast together

with my primary school

Friends.

2009-09-04T22:17:00.007+08:00

Teacher's Day Celebration

at MOE Building.

2009-08-28T17:51:00.003+08:00

Didn't update for couple of weeks

cause busy doing my stuff & all.

Got my malay O'level result. Hais

Im nt too satisfied with my result,B3.

& now i have to work hard on my other subjects.

Gosh,i have to go through my O'level &

get what my parents have promised me.

That is my intention to study hard &also to make

them happy. Laptop & Handphone on the sport

if i got the citeria that they want. Huhu.

On the 2nd of september is my Eng Prelim.

Ouh nooo,i can feel the nervous already.

Then on the 4th september is my social studies.

Follow by next week n so on.

Now me & fza are doing personal coaching wif

my physic as well as chemistry teacher.

Got to work hard. Hais. 12point Jack,

to get into Mass Comm at S'pore poly.

That damn difficult to get.

2009-08-19T21:12:00.002+08:00

DAMN this week is fcuking tiring.

Monday & Wednesday got remedial till 4pm.

Tuesday i got this freaking night class.

But it effective cos i did pay attention.

Then tomorrow i gt night class also,

Hais,from 6.30 to 8.30pm. Maot isn't it.

What can i say cos this is what i have to

do if i wanna be a successful person.

I know why im taking O'Level & what im

dying to have it. Like my mum said in malay

"Pucuk Pangkal Diri Kau Jugak."

It means whatever you are doing or wanting

depends on you yourself.

2009-08-19T21:06:00.004+08:00

9 August,National Day.

Me & My cousin.

Dyrah & Syaidah

2009-08-06T17:50:00.010+08:00

5B Chicks Kah? Haha!

Buat Keje Pat Blakang Class.

2009-08-06T17:40:00.006+08:00

The 5Bians

The Kaki Gerek's